Gratitude

I found that I felt best today when I wrote out Thank you notes to everyone who performed in my scene. I realized how much I had relied on them and it was a nice experience to commemorate what they did for me.

I realize that I am entering the darkest part of the year. Not just in reality, but figuratively and psychologically as well. My spring semester is rife with mild depression, and has been since I was in high school.

I hope to break the cycle this year, but there are no guarantees. I am admitting that I don't control as much as I wish I did. Though I have heard that the way I act inspires the way i feel. I'll try to act happy and responsible. maybe it will all rub off.